To wean or not to wean...

I am having mix feelings about weaning my little one. After breastfeeding Lucas for 16months +, part of me wants to be free but part of me (especially) the sentimental part, will miss it so much... As I direct latch Lucas only (a privilege as a stay-at-home-mum), I am also clueless how to start weaning him. O.o I don't think he likes bottles anymore... After so long not using one... I can be such a indecisive mom sometimes.